Because death is all sorts of unpleasant,
let’s become bluebirds
in our next life.
Our tiny bodies
dipping
and and rising,
carrying the sky on our backs,
a symphony in our throats,
we would break
music against human ears
who would hears us
incomprehensible,
write songs attempting
to imitate us,
our tiny lives
ending in the jaws
of house cat.
Or perhaps
we can be trees.
We will stand still
grow as fast as patience,
give a voice to the wind,
give meaning to shade,
our fingertips
brushing against
each other’s fingertips
for ages.
We’ll grow old
and old
and each year
make new rings
as promises to each other
and ourselves
until our throats are split
by the weary lumberjacks,
or we wither
against angry flams.
It might be better
to be a fruit,
contain all of life
within ourselves.
I would like to be a watermelon,
you can be a peach,
I know a man who would make
a perfect apple.
We would live briefly,
but sweetly.
If we are lucky
our skin will split
against the earth,
our growth down into the soil
before our rise
to become more fruit,
or we’ll be plucked
by thirsty fingers
and break against
32 small, white, greedy stones.
There’s really
no way out of this mess
of death,
unfortunately.
Even if we chose to become gods
our shiny light
would eventually wane
as our believers
gradually forget
our significance
as they start to believe
in themselves,
what heathens
and blasphemers,
they do not understand.
Let’s give up, then,
and become typewriters
with our alphabetic smiles
our qwertys and yuiops
possessing all the potential energy
of undiscovered meaning,
our owners running their fingers
across our bodies frantically,
we shoot percussions into the night
in conversation
with the half-empty whisky-bottle
who complains she feels progressively emptier
in mouth-sized increments.
The typist will look at us
as though we contain all the answers
to every one of their fears.
They’ll yell obscenities at us
and we’ll pretend
they are prayers
for the gods we should have been.
Before long,
those fingers
will forget how to polish us,
dust will settle upon us,
rust will form in our joints.
We might be fortunate enough
to be relegated to museum displays,
begging for anyone to reach out a finger
so that we can give them meaning.
But their fingers
will have more important things to do
of course,
than to tinker with a relic,
so we will sit
with our soft existence
outliving everything
as we slowly slip into obsolescence.